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As requested, Pike arrived at Jim's quarters at eight. He felt far less at ease then he had earlier in the day, after things seemed to be going out of control with his bond mate. He had set a careful set of shields in his mind for this meeting, ones that he could raise and lower without allowing the ones that kept the bond quiet fall. It was not that he wanted to keep out Spock, but the constant source of headaches, in the most literal sense, would be a heavy distraction.

He pressed the buzzer outside the man's room, back straight. Without the ability to meld, he would instead work on the smallest basics first. He had worked with many students over the years, and with the help of his teacher, had only then been able to get into their minds. There was a lingering thought for her, the incredibly stern but well taught betazoid that had taught him how to shield himself.

Date: 2009-12-30 04:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sehlatbear.livejournal.com
Spock would as well. And he felt it a reasonable conclusion to think that their Leonard would also find it enjoyable.

The days are very similar - I am unchanged. Well, but with the slight ache caused by our separation. I continue to miss you.

Date: 2009-12-30 04:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] original-fine.livejournal.com
Jim would be entirely amenable to such an arrangement. Which sort of went without saying, really.

As do I. Have you had further thoughts about Ayel and Nero?

Date: 2009-12-31 12:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sehlatbear.livejournal.com
Which was, though it was predominantly unspoken in any fashion that did not feature striking through, one of the many reasons Spock loved Jim.

I have not yet had the opportunity to speak with Ael. But it is my plan to do so. It is... insufficient for love to limit in this fashion.

Date: 2009-12-31 12:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] original-fine.livejournal.com
Jim still didn't get strikethrough.

Agreed. Something so uneven... it would not serve Nero or Ayel.

Date: 2009-12-31 12:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sehlatbear.livejournal.com
Spock still thought strikethrough was quite logical.

It would serve Nero. It would, the odds are in favor, steady his mind. But Ael would be subject to him. A bonding in an unequal pairing is... easily abused.

His mind turned again to Pike and his Spock. Were they equals? Or was Pike forcing his own will in this situation?

Date: 2009-12-31 12:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] original-fine.livejournal.com
Yes. I couldn't advise it, in that case. Jim sighed. Either way... They will be jailed. Sent to Starfleet. Bonded or not.

Date: 2009-12-31 12:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sehlatbear.livejournal.com
Yes. Though in that situation, separated from the entirety of everything I had known or loved, I would not dismiss a valid pair bonding as a source of comfort and sanity.

Date: 2009-12-31 01:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] original-fine.livejournal.com
Of course not. But 'valid'... I don't know, Spock. As we spoke of before, you can only do so much.

Date: 2009-12-31 02:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sehlatbear.livejournal.com
Indeed, Jim. I... cherish thee. I wish the same emotion for my friend.

Date: 2009-12-31 04:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] original-fine.livejournal.com
Of course. But you can't make anyone cherish him back.

Date: 2009-12-31 02:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sehlatbear.livejournal.com
I cannot. I can simply speak to him on the subject. It is not a conversation I anticipate with any degree of eagerness.

What has made you happy, of late, Jim? I do not wish our conversation to spiral into such negative reports.


It was sentimental. But Spock would forgive himself.

Date: 2009-12-31 05:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] original-fine.livejournal.com
Other than thinking of you coming back? Hmm. Bones makes me happy. And some of the friends I've made--it's almost worth it, coming here, to have known Len and Bill and Tina and the crew here. I feel quite close to all of them.

Date: 2010-01-01 12:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sehlatbear.livejournal.com
Perhaps we will be able to maintain communication of some sort.

Date: 2010-01-01 12:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] original-fine.livejournal.com
The other Spock says we should be able to. I'd like that. It's... well I can't say it's hard to have friends, in my position. But it's been novel, having friends who aren't subordinates. Not counting you and Bones, of course, who barely listen to me anyway.

Date: 2010-01-01 12:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sehlatbear.livejournal.com
It is our duty to inform you of your mistakes.

Date: 2010-01-01 08:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] original-fine.livejournal.com
Touching, Spock. I didn't think I made any.

Date: 2010-01-01 11:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sehlatbear.livejournal.com
Therein lies our challenge.

Spock would not phrase it in such a way... but he had missed teasing Jim.

Date: 2010-01-02 12:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] original-fine.livejournal.com
I can see how it's been a burden. I'll try to screw up more, if it'll help. Just little things.

Date: 2010-01-02 12:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sehlatbear.livejournal.com
Such consideration of your lovers would be quite meaningful.

Date: 2010-01-02 12:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] original-fine.livejournal.com
I try to always be considerate.

Date: 2010-01-02 12:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sehlatbear.livejournal.com
Your... consideration is always gratifying, Jim.

Date: 2010-01-02 12:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] original-fine.livejournal.com
I'll be happy to gratify you in person, at the earliest opportunity.

Date: 2010-01-02 12:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sehlatbear.livejournal.com
Evidence does support this.

If he sounded highly anticipatory... it was only logical.

Date: 2010-01-02 01:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] original-fine.livejournal.com
You're a tease, Spock. Come back to me soon. I need you.

Date: 2010-01-02 01:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sehlatbear.livejournal.com
You are... quite a necessary requirement for me as well, t'hy'la. We will speak again soon?

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