Another Meeting

[mirroredcommand]

With the most careful of attempts, not wanting to warn the system that he was trying anything at all, Pike was testing the limits of the restrictions on the padd he had been given. He had been reading extensively on the history and known facts of the Christopher Richard Pike of this universe.

In many ways, they were surprisingly similar, and in others, not so surprisingly different. This was a man of peace, with multiple accomplishments in the areas of peace keeping and bravery, a very well respected captain as well as the designer of this universe's Enterprise.

And a slightly younger man as well, it seemed. The year was 2258. When he had left his universe, it had been 2263. Briefly, Pike had wondered if he had remained fifty years old or he had lost five years in the process.

His head came up from the faint light of the padd when he heard the guards shifting. It was too early for the shift change - that meant something was happening.

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[iron-command.livejournal.com]

"For the meld alone, but I will not let them out of my sight." Pike said in calm tones, watching Spock.

[sehlatbear.livejournal.com]

"That is acceptable to me."

[iron-command.livejournal.com]

The gloves were carefully removed and laid to his side, the skin of his hands far paler then beyond his wrists. One of these bare hands he actually offered, knowing full well what it meant.

[sehlatbear.livejournal.com]

Spock caught the proferred hand in his own. He examined the flesh of it, pale and quite human - fragile - without its protective leather weapon.

[iron-command.livejournal.com]

Unlike most humans, there was no thought or emotional transfer. It was like touching another Vulcan, perhaps. He studied their touching hands, then almost in a tender way, brushed the sides of his fingers to Spock's. There were no scars on Pike's hands, the possible effect of many years of wearing the leather, but just visible under the edge of his cuff of his shirt was something brighter white.

[sehlatbear.livejournal.com]

The brush of Pike's fingers was electric, almost like sharing the gesture with Spock's bondmates. He looked up at Pike from his examination of their hands before deliberately returning the gesture.

"May I see?"

He had obviously seen the flash of brighter skin, scarring of some sort.

[iron-command.livejournal.com]

There was the smallest breath inward at the returned gesture, but his face revealed nothing. "You may." He rumbled, very quietly.

To pull up the double-sleeves would reveal terrible scarring. Thick, curled, and ugly. It seemed to wrap around his forearm like a serpent, pitted visibly at its deepest, all of it the same uniform white of very old scars.

Spock would remember it well from their previous meld, the actions that had left the scarring behind and the pain that had branded it into his flesh.

[kirktastic.livejournal.com]

...Spock. Tell me you're not touching him. Because seriously, I think I will stun you if you are and I will not regret it for an instant.

[sehlatbear.livejournal.com]

The energy whip. It had done terrible damage.

With his freehand, Spock touched the scar tissue.

"Why did you suffer this for him?"

It had been a thought the last time they spoke, but the opportunity to ask had not been presented. And then Spock had thought he knew the answer - that Pike saw much in Spock and wished to own and command him. To master him. Now, though, he was unsure. Mastery, a desire to control, but the bond spoke of the... Spock hesitated to call it love, twisted as it was by their circumstances of existence... spoke of the feeling between them.

[iron-command.livejournal.com]

There was the tiniest twitch of muscle under Spock's fingers, a sign of how sensitive the scars still were. "He had been in my service only just over a year when I took the hit for him." His tone was firm, "I took a particular interest in him. No one damages what is mine."

He looked up to Spock's eyes, his own serious, determined. A different sort of man then the James Kirk Spock had met all those years ago who had been nothing but a madman.

[sehlatbear.livejournal.com]

Pike's reaction, as his earlier indrawn breath at the brush of their fingers had been, was noted and cataloged for examination later.

Spock's encounter with the Kirk of that universe, and Jim's account of his experiences there, had led Spock to an understanding of how dangerous the alternate reality was, a civilization founded on brutality and manipulation. This man was no less a student of it than that Kirk. But it manifested itself in different ways. Was this man more intelligent? More driven? Simply more masterful? Spock did not yet know.

Spock moved Pike's hand to the meld points on Spock's face, confident that Pike knew the proper positions but maintaining the contact anyway - Spock was not unaffected by Pike. He was briefly thankful for his own bondmates - had he faced this man with the emptiness of his previous solitude and yearning still filling him, Spock would have much to fear from this commanding hand.

[iron-command.livejournal.com]

As Spock had guessed, Pike knew those points well. His fingers slid over the psi-points, remembering them intimately from contact with his own bond mate when they had been re-developing his mental shielding. He could not initiate a meld, he was not gifted enough for that, but waited for Spock's guiding hand, as it were.

[sehlatbear.livejournal.com]

If he could teach his t'hy'lara this skill....

"My mind to your mind."

And Pike found himself in the outer corridors of Spock's mind, the hallway of careful doors, secured against entrance except for a lone door at the end of the hall, invitingly ajar.

[iron-command.livejournal.com]

Very similar. Pike remarked, walking as calmly as he sounded towards that door. His eyes searched for traps despite the most likely concept that there were none. He reached out for the door - his gloves remaining even in his mental image of himself - and opened it.

[sehlatbear.livejournal.com]

He had carefully secreted away access to his bondmates, to his friends with whom he shared the lesser bonds. He did not anticipate Pike would harm them but foolish risk was not Spock's to take, not with people for whom he cared so much.

But the sky remained, an arched dome of lights, sparkling and twinkling as lives were lived out, far distant yet always present.

And a thread. The thread Spock had isolated as his connection to that other Spock. His own counterpart in Pike's universe. The echo of the bond was finer in diameter than the other threads he carried. Yet it was there.

[iron-command.livejournal.com]

This place was far different then the one he had shared with his Spock. He studied the sky above with its near endless number of stars. I have never seen such a thing. He remarked before studying the thread that was being pointed out to him.

Immediately, he could sense what it was. Can you sense anything from it?

[sehlatbear.livejournal.com]

They are distant. My own people.

Spock is silent, even in his mind for a moment, soaking up the serenity that comes in this place, with this connection.

I have not attempted to do so - I would be a stranger to him and, I surmise, a most unwelcome intruder. That is why I have allowed you here.

Here in Spock's secret heart.

[iron-command.livejournal.com]

Is it the same as when I followed the one between us? Pike questioned. There was definitely a readiness in his voice, a desire for action.

[sehlatbear.livejournal.com]

This is dimmed, through distance. I will accompany you a certain distance if you wish, to steady the passage. The technique, however, is the same.

[iron-command.livejournal.com]

This is a journey I might not return from. Leaving such a great distance into an unknown distance with his mind would prove infinitely dangerous, even with aid.

[sehlatbear.livejournal.com]

I shall offer what protection I can. Were the risk too great, I would not have proposed it. I have no reason to risk your madness.

[iron-command.livejournal.com]

Pike was silent, perhaps studying the thread. His mind was heavily shielded, silent where it should not have been, a man used to a meld. Finally he let out a sense of agreement. I'll take the risk.

The best way to describe what Pike began to do was follow the thread as neatly as a tight-rope walker. It was incredibly dangerous, only a single misstep could end it all.

[sehlatbear.livejournal.com]

Spock's own steps were sure and steady. There was danger, particularly with a human mind, but he was not afraid of this.

He steadied Pike.

In everything he attempted, Spock excelled. He would not allow anything to happen to Pike.

[iron-command.livejournal.com]

The farther out they got, the more and more dangerous it became. Pike repeated the same thing he had when he had come into Spock's mind before. That sonor-like echo, sounding out along the thread, making it vibrate.

All they could do was wait.

[mirroredspock.livejournal.com]

Spock was attempting to sleep. He had achieved a trance that would rest his body but his mind....

More calculations and always that constant seeking, searching, yearning, and reaching. His Christopher was there, just beyond his reach. But soon....

Spock.

A full-body shiver caught him at the unexpected voice, stronger this time.

This was wish fulfillment or madness. But he tried anyway. At this point, he could only gasp as the pain ceased, everything in him flaring.

Christopher!